Tell Me its not all Just a Lie

My head is spinnning,
And its not from school,
I cant stop thinking,
I'm trying to keep my cool.

His voice is
Sweet when said,
And it always is,
Running through my head.

He's driving me crazy,
Its like a tickle,
I just wish it was easy,
But now I'm being fickle.

His look holds my eyes,
I never want to let go,
My heart sighs,
How could this be so?

I thought I had built a sturdy wall,
But along comes he,
His smile was enough to make it all fall,
I just know we were meant to be.

But it never works out,
For me and him,
It just makes me doubt,
And my world become dim.

I still wanna try,
But I'm scared,
'Cause if I don't its just a lie,
And I cant deny that I really cared.

He just wont listen to his heart,
I hate the way he reasons,
Waiting for him is just so hard,
Its like waiting for the change of seasons.